Dear Dad:

 you fuckin bastard why should eye let you into my, life when you 1) never EVER call me to say hi! 2)why do you never EVER show up to any of my gatherings or parties or theater plays.????? 3) you have never EVER asked to go to any of my back to school nights during my school life. and why do you blame me for all the shit that you have put me thru as if i deserved it!?!?!?!?! And why out of all the things that you could have done to hurt me you do the most painful one treat me like shit but treat my sister like she is the best thing ever. If i never see you again it will be to soon.i know youll never read this but every one else will and im telling this to them for you so if you come across them before i do they can pass the word along. I hate you Dad.

from Cathy

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days

03. I love broccoli

04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch 'One Tree Hill'
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colors on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George W. Bush
15. People are cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a Toyota and a pool
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really, really smart
22. I have a secret
23. I hate rain
24. I drink health juice
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates
27. I love Vietnamese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have short hair
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Afghan
34. My legs are two different sizes.
35. I have a twin
36. I wear those long ass socks
37. I can roll my tongue
38. I like the way that I look (?)
39. I'm obsessed w/Italian food
40. I know how to French braid
41. I can be pessimistic or optimistic whenever I want
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I skateboard/snowboard
44. I think that skateboarders are HOT
45. I'm in a band
46. I have talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I can't swim
51. My favorite color is either blue, red, or white
52. I practically live in sweatshirts
53. I love to shop
54. I would classify myself as either punk or goth
55. I would classify myself as ghetto only
56. I'm a prep, shop at abercombie, and ADMIT IT
57. I'm obsessed with my xanga.
58. I don't hate anyone I just say I do
59. I know how to square dance I feel ashamed
60. I have a unibrow
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mom
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God (sometimes)
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I know how to play the tuba
66. I need coffee to live.
67. I have had a boyfriend before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently like someone and they have no idea that I like them
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have kids when I get older
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails sometimes
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I love broadway plays, and have been to at least 3
78. I have no idea who the 38th president was and im in AP US History
79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashley's new movie
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7
82. I have at least 25 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I loved Rush Hour
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter trilogy its actually a…5ology
86. If I were a dwarf, I would be Dopey
87. When I was a kid I played with G.I. Joes
88. I don't mind country music
89. I would die for my friends
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive and paranoid and extremely jumpy
93. I would love to be Demi Moore because Ashton Kutcher's a major hottie
94. I love the Beatles.. they're classic
95. I love to have sex... ;)
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy...
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have to fart at 5 times a day
99. I want this damned thing to be over!
100. I'm happy.

i like it how whenever i have questions on my xanga no one ever answers them like ever! plase just humor my so i wont feel like such a loser! please anyone!

Thank You Ciara i just had to copy and paste haha!..sorry please fill out for me!

o0. on a scale of 1-10 how well do u know me?:
o1. who are you, what's our relationship?:
o2. how and where did we meet?:
o3. what's my middle name?:
o4. how long have you known me?:
o5. tell me one good thing about myself?:
o6. when you first meet me, what was your impression?:
o7. my age:
o8. birthday:
o9. whats my real name?:
1o. color eyes:
11. do I have any siblings?:
12. what's one of my favorite things to do?:
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
14. describe me in 3 words:
15. name 5 things I love:
16. do I even like you?
17. how would you describe me to someone?:
18. Am I smart/stupid/ or both?:
19: am I funny/serious/or both?:
2o. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21. what do you like most about me?:
23. have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24. do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. what do you think my weakness is?:
27. do you think I'll get married?:
28. what makes me happy?:
29. what makes me sad?:
32. when's the last time you saw me?:
33. do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?:
36. if I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
38. if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. what are the names of the people I love the most? :

I've got to admit this song has one of the best beats there is i know others will disagree but does it look like i care, cuz i don't. but yeah.. in my current condition i know things will get better. If ya wanna know give a call then i'l tell.

Auf Auchse

by Franz Ferdinand

You see her, you can't touch her You hear her, you can't hold her You want her, you can't have her You want to, but she won't let you You see her, you can't touch her You hear her, you can't hold her You want her, you can't have her You want to, but she won't let you She's you're not so special so look what you've done, boy She's you're not so special so look what you've done, boy She's you're not so special so look what you've done, boy She's you're not so special so look what you've done Now you wish she'd never come back here again Oh, never come back here again You see her, you can't touch her You hear her, you can't hold her You want her, you can't have her You want to, but she won't let you You see her, you can't touch her You hear her, you can't hold her You want her, you can't have her You want to, but she won't let you She's you're not so special so look what you've done, boy She's you're not so special so look what you've done, boy She's you're not so special so look what you've done, boy She's you're not so special so look what you've done